Every man should be born again on the first of January. Start with a fresh page.
Henry Ward Beecher.
The logical me always says January 1st is just another day and the emotional me disagrees.
Byartho praner aborjona puriye phele agun jalo, agun jalo…
Rabindra Nath Tagore’s immortal lines come back to mind on this day.
Rid yourself of the baggage in your soul, burn the light in your heart and let the flame soar. The celebration of New Year is more in my heart than in the popping of champagne. Refreshing the page of life on the first day of a new year.
I am done with resolutions, I say every year.
But this year I will make one. My resolution will be to be mindful of myself and whatever I do. To be mindful of my actions and all I love and all I touch. To be mindful of my imperfections, my pettiness, my anxieties, my concerns, my thoughts and my mortality.
And in being mindful, I want to explore how I can BE with it all. I want to know how to be with my actions and all I love and all I touch, how to be with my imperfections, my pettiness, my anxieties, my concerns, my thoughts and my mortality.
I want to be aware of the ground beneath my feet and the air that I breathe. I want to be fully present and focus on my children’s words, their thoughts, complains, hurts.
I want to be with my husband when I am there with him.
I want to be with my friends when I am there with them.
I want to pay heed to the little twinges in my body and learn to accept the decline instead of fighting it or denying it.
I want to be fully present in a situation no matter what lies next. I have realized through the years that without fully being present I am not fully living every moment.
I perhaps will fail to do so at all times. Life itself will interfere but I will accept my failure and learn to be with it and try again.
I wish you a refreshing new beginning, my dear readers. A new start, a positive energy and a time to look back and relish the achievements of the past and let go of the miseries. There is no need to make new resolutions but just be open to happinesses, no matter how small and the new possibilities. Also be ready to embrace new heart breaks and disappointments that perhaps lie ahead as well and think in your minds ‘how can I be with them all?’
That is a powerful question.